My birthday wishes...

My birthday is SIMPLE:

Surrendering our lives to God
Improvising our lives
Memorising our sweet moments
Potential new direction
Loving God and you forever
Encouraging one another..

Dear dear,
Thank you for making this trip possible..
Love you

Countdown 1.0

Countdown to US trip..
Drawing near...
Never expected this to happen...
But it is right before us...

Thank you dear dear for making everything possible..
Thank you for your love and affirmation...

Jiayou...
Let us make things possible in God's sight...

Future 6.0

Struggles to know...
Struggles to receive feedback..
Struggles to stand firm..
Struggles to affirm...
Struggles to understand...

BUT I am not afraid...
Because
My God is with me... I will wait...
My dear wife is supporting me...

Dear dear, thank you so much..
I thank God for your patience...your faith... your love...

Love you muchy..

Future 5.0

Future...
Sometimes it look bleak;
At times it look visually blur;
But it can be clear..

Why sometimes bleak, blur..and clear?
It could be lack of courage, confidence and contemplation...

Sometimes i feel sorry for my dear dear... i let you down...coz I am indicisive...

Dear dear, i will try my best...
Thank you for your love and patience..

Jiayou together

Future 4.0

I think i will need
- boldness
- courage
- wisdom
- hope
- understanding
- discerning

In order to make a decision that honor and glorify God's name...

Lord, grant a peace of mind so that I will know and differentiate..

Dear dear, jiayou...
It's tough I know especially I could not make a decision at the moment..
Thank you so much for your patience...

Love you...

You know that...

You know that.. I love you...
You know that.. I care for you...
You know that.. yet you still struggled emotionally...

I am sorry for letting you down..
I am sorry for not able to give you full security..
I am so sorry dear...
I am so sorry for not able to give you full assurance..

That's why you struggled inwardly...

I will not be able to promise heaven and earth...
I will not be able to promise there will be no misunderstanding..

I am sorry for any misunderstandings..
I am sorry for my actions that lead you not able to trust me fully...

Dear dear, I love you..
I am sorry.. please forgive me..

Jiayou...

Future 3.0

Praying for courage...
Praying for events that will shape courage..
Praying for God's promise of courage..
Praying for steps of faith
Praying for affirmation...

Dear dear,
Jiayou.. i know it is tough..
Love you