Missing you 2.0

Sleeping on the bed without your snoring...
Sleeping on the bed without your jokes..
Sleeping on the bed without your round round tummy.. lol
Sleeping on the bed without your goodnight kiss...
Sleeping on the bed without morning kiss...
Sleeping on the bed without you...

Miss you.. dear dear...
Love you....

Nearer 1.0

Nearer to my wife...
Nearer to her heart..
Nearer to her soul...

Something that we have been contemplating for a while...

Nearer to Singapore
Nearer to workplace..
Nearer to home..

Can i find something next to nearer?
Can i find something beside rather than nearer?

Dear dear..
Jiayou..love you..

Missing you 1.0

I miss you like crazy...
I miss you... your smell.. your cooking..
I miss your kissing...
I miss your humors...
I miss your "kicks"...

I miss you...

But we will be meeting tomorrow...

Dear dear, jiayou...
Love you!!

What next 2.0

What's next step..
What's next Lord??

What will happened?
What is prepared?

What I can do?
What I need to do?

Yet, I know He holds the future...
He directs my step...

Dear dear, jiayou...
Love you!!!....

Life...

Life is full of anticipations..
Life can be full of anxiety..
Life can be stressful..
Life consists ups and downs..
Life is unpredictable..

Life contains emotion such as joy, missing...and etc..

My current life includes..
Anxiety, missing my darling, joyful, stressful...

But I still want to praise God...
I know He is with me..

Dear dear...i miss you...
I love you...

What's next..

What's next for us...
What's next for you..
What's next for me...
What's next for our future...

Lord, we look up to you for clarity!!
Lord, we look up to you for understanding..
Lord, we look up to you for peace..

In searching for direction...

Dear dear... steady ya..
Love you..

First time..

First time of not celebrating Valentine after 8 years...
First time of not having reunion after 8 years...
First time of not celebrating CNY after 8 years..
First time of not coming back to Sitiawan after 8 years...
First time of driving alone for long hours after 8 years...

Wow... first time after many years...

Yet, it will not stop me from missing and loving you...

Love you, dear dear...

Jiayou...