Struggles to know...
Struggles to receive feedback..
Struggles to stand firm..
Struggles to affirm...
Struggles to understand...
BUT I am not afraid...
Because
My God is with me... I will wait...
My dear wife is supporting me...
Dear dear, thank you so much..
I thank God for your patience...your faith... your love...
Love you muchy..
Future...
Sometimes it look bleak;
At times it look visually blur;
But it can be clear..
Why sometimes bleak, blur..and clear?
It could be lack of courage, confidence and contemplation...
Sometimes i feel sorry for my dear dear... i let you down...coz I am indicisive...
Dear dear, i will try my best...
Thank you for your love and patience..
Jiayou together
I think i will need
- boldness
- courage
- wisdom
- hope
- understanding
- discerning
In order to make a decision that honor and glorify God's name...
Lord, grant a peace of mind so that I will know and differentiate..
Dear dear, jiayou...
It's tough I know especially I could not make a decision at the moment..
Thank you so much for your patience...
Love you...
You know that.. I love you...
You know that.. I care for you...
You know that.. yet you still struggled emotionally...
I am sorry for letting you down..
I am sorry for not able to give you full security..
I am so sorry dear...
I am so sorry for not able to give you full assurance..
That's why you struggled inwardly...
I will not be able to promise heaven and earth...
I will not be able to promise there will be no misunderstanding..
I am sorry for any misunderstandings..
I am sorry for my actions that lead you not able to trust me fully...
Dear dear, I love you..
I am sorry.. please forgive me..
Jiayou...
Praying for courage...
Praying for events that will shape courage..
Praying for God's promise of courage..
Praying for steps of faith
Praying for affirmation...
Dear dear,
Jiayou.. i know it is tough..
Love you
Sometimes I am afraid that I choose the wrong path...
I am afraid that you will be burdened..
I am afraid that I make regretable move..
I am afraid because I do not have the courage...
Dear dear,
Thank you for having patience..
Thank you for bearing with me..
Pray that I will have the courage...
Love you...😘
What will be our next move?
What will be our options?
What will be our challenges?
What will be our fears?
Yet,
What will be our hopes?
What could be the best option?
God is all ever knowing..
Dear dear,
Thank you for striving together with me.
Sometimes I am undecided of where should direction the steering wheel, but you keep the faith..
Thank you..
Love you so much..
