Keep On

Just keep on waiting,

Keep on pushing...

Keep on believing..

Keep on trusting..

Keep on hoping..

Just keep on moving...

Keep on persevering..

It is tough and rough patch...

Yet, we should not give up dear dear...

At times, I really want to withdraw...

But my guts tells me...keep on believing..

Dear dear, jiayou ya..

Love you so much...

Miss you....

Wow

Wow, waiting for WP appeal approval is unthinkable... 

It feels like riding on roller coaster.. Ups and downs...

Wow, waiting keeps building and developing stronger patience...

Focusing on hope and God holds the future.....

Wow, waiting somehow tests endurance...

Can I keep pushing on until the end? 

Wow.... God, You knows everything right??... 

I am not doubting You, but at times I feel slight disappointment.. 

But, wow... I think I can learn more on the lesson of waiting.. 

Dear dear, jiayou..

Keep waiting.. Keep praying...

Love you so much...

I thought

Today is 16th October 2020

I thought I would receive Whatsapp message..

I thought I can share good news to my dear dear..

I thought today it could be a bright day..

I thought I can rejoice with my family members..

I thought....

Reality...my thought always my thought...

Yeah, kinda disappointed...

Kinda sad...

But, my heart will continue to praise God... for who You are...

Dear dear, do not lose hope ya...

Jiayou..

I love you...

I hope

Today is 15th October 2020. My 2nd appeal decision will be revealed tomorrow. 

I hope it is an outcome that we longed for...

I hope I can be quarantine in Singapore soon... 

I hope I can begin my job soon..

I hope I can hug you soon...

I hope I can kiss you soon..

I hope I can hold your hands soon...

I hope I can massage your body soon...

I hope I can prepare warm water for you soon...

I hope I can help you to do some laundry soon..

I hope I can be a help to clean dishes soon..

I hope.....

I pray...

I cried out to God... 

Lord, have mercy on me... 

Dear dear, jiayou...

Don't even lose any hope if outcome is not favorable... 

Love you so much... 

Prayer

When I miss you, I pray..

I miss you all the time...

When I feel stressed, I pray...

When I feel lonely, I pray...

When I think too much, I pray...

Prayer keeps me focused..

Prayer keeps me strength..

Prayer gives me hope...

Dear dear, keep praying..

Love you...

Future

God holds our future,

God knows our future,

God decides our future,

God plans our future,

God directs our future,

God executes our future, 

God implements our future,

Dear dear,

I know it is a struggle for us...

To wait and to be disappointed by the MOM's work permit decision..

I am dismayed too... frustrated... almost wanted to give up..

Yet, God is in control... this is what I proclaimed in daily basis...

To keep me pushing on...

To regained hope...

Dear dear, jiayou..

I love you...

Push On

We can't do much, but to push on

We can't doubt much, but to trust God..

We can't continue to be sad, but to hope in the Lord...

We can't stop believing, but to move on with God's promises..

I know it is tough dear dear..

Our miss for one another could not be word to be expressed...

Sometimes our emotion tend to take control...

Yet, we need to push on...

We shall meet...

We shall hug...

We shall embrace...

Dear dear, i love you..

Jiayou....

Miss

I miss you, my dear..

I miss my wife..

I miss you so much..

I do not express it freely during our video conversation because I do not want to make you feel "sad" 

When will we meet again?

When will my work permit can be approve? 

God knows...

Just wait and experience this kind of feeling of "missing" again...

Dear dear, jiayou...

I love you, 

I miss you....

When

When I am weak, you will be strong enough to hold me...

When I am frustrated, you will be the one trying to make me laugh again...

When I am disappointed, you will keep on encouraging me..

When I am lost, you will direct me to prayers...

When I am down, your love strengthened me...

Thank you dear dear for everything...

I am glad that we are husband and wife. Thank you for choosing this "so-called" weak person to be your husband...

I love you...very muchy...

Please take care of your health.. I really want to grow old with you...This is my promise, I will take care myself too... 

Jiayou.....

Finally

Finally....

I recalled password for this blog. Yes, I am back blogging. I'm not sure when my dear will remember to read this post... 

Dear, 

Thank you for "standing by me" in the midst of storms and strong waves... 

I make a tough decision... You are my only supporter even though I could make a bad decision... This is what LOVE is.. 

Thank you dear dear for your love... Please take care yourself, I really want to grow old with you.. I am trying my best to take care myself too... 

Even though we have been apart for almost 6 months..yet, our spirit and mind bond together... 

Jiayou dear dear...

Love you deep deep... :) 

You're

You are always kind to me; 

Understanding; 

Loving; 

Blessed life; 

Dear dear, I am bless to know you and given the opportunity to be your spouse for the rest of our lives..

Love you, dear dear... 

"One deep one four".....lol

FOCUS

Fixing my eyes upon my Lord

Observing events 

Counting His grace

Unperturbed by distractions

Silence my mind and soul.. allow His Spirit to move within me...

Dear dear, jiayou..

Love you

WALK

Whispering in my heart

Aspire to be Jesus authentic disciple

Loving Jesus deeply

Keep fighting to know God's will

Dear dear, jiayou...

Let us enjoy our time in Osaka...

Love you

LIVE

Lighting up our actions

Inspiring lives

Vocational lives

Empowering lives

Dear dear, let us live up our lives and honor God

Jiayou

Love you

TRUST

Thinking about His love

Reality Lifestyle

Understanding God's Wrath and Will

Solitude Time

Thanksgiving

Dear dear, TRUST in Him

Love you... jiayou

FAITH

Fellowship with God

Assurance from God

Intimacy with God

Theologizing with God

Healing from God

Dear dear, jiayou

Love you

HOPE

Having Trust in God

Obedience to His Word

Perseverance in the trials

Engaging soul, mind and spirit

Dear dear, let's hope in the Lord..

Love you

Faith

Faith is something we will need to learn whole life..

Faith can be illustrated climbing a hill but different difficulties..

Faith is a process of knowing and understanding God..

Dear dear, jiayou..

Let us learn faith together

Love you..

Staying focus

It is easy to be distracted, 

It is easy to be exploited, 

It is easy to be undermined, 

It is easy to be neglected..

However, it is learning curve to stay focus...

It is a journey to stay focus..

Dear dear, I know it is difficult to stay focus when distractions untimely.. 

Pray to God and seek His face..

Jiayou..

Love you

Jiayou

Dear dear, do not give up..

Never grows pessimistic..

Keep focus..

Keep discipline..

Persevere..

We can do it... 

Love you...

Discerning 5.0

Keep praying;

Keep asking; 

Keep discerning: 

Keep understanding; 

Dear dear, 

Jiayoi.. 

We can do it...

2020 Valentine

2020 Valentine is a year of faith; 

A year of hope; 

A year of trust;

A year of perseverance; 

A year of learning, relearning and continual learning....

Dear dear, 

Blessed Valentine...

Love you.... til we meet our Lord Jesus...

Discerning 4.0

Discerning includes gathering information

Discerning excludes negative comments

Discerning includes positivity and optimistic

Discerning excludes unnecessary pessimistic emotion

Dear dear, jiayou..

Love you

Discerning 3.0

Discerning requires exposure

Discerning requires prayer

Discerning requires silence

Discerning requires wisdom

Dear dear, let us continue to discern

Love you

Discerning 2.0

Discerning which area to specialise

Discerning which topic to research

Discerning which aspect to focus

Lord, grant me peace and wisdom

Dear dear, jiayou together..

Love you

Discerning 1.0

Discerning the inner voice of me..

Discerning the external voice of us..

Discerning the information shared to us..

Discerning the present condition...

Dear dear, tough to discern.. 

With God's given strength and wisdom..

We can do it..

Love you...

Waiting 5.0

Waiting could be irritating, however it may lead to trust

Waiting could be exhausting, yet it boost my hope...

Dear dear, wait upon the Lord.. 

Love you

Waiting 4.0

Waiting anxiously does concern

However, waiting patiently raises hope...

Waiting encourages us to pray

Thus, waiting awakens us for the future...

Dear dear, jiayou...

Love you..

Waiting 3.0

Waiting produces creativity, 

Waiting stimulates patience, 

Waiting enjoys time with God and others...

Dear dear... 

Jiayou while we wait..

Love you

Waiting 2.0

Looking through the window, hoping for a letter...

Keep refreshing my app, hoping for a new email..

Gnashing my teeth, hoping for miracle.. 

Lord, the lesson of waiting is incomprehensible.. 

Dear dear, keep waiting and be patience..

Love you..

Waiting 1.0

Waiting is uneasy, 

Waiting could be uncomfortable, 

Waiting might leads to confusion, 

Waiting is unavoidable. 

Dear dear, 

I believe 2020 is a year of waiting and patience especially first 7 months.. 

Jiayou dear dear..

Love you

2020

Stress

Excited

Enjoy

Empathy

Enchanted

These words described my feeling today..