Wow

Wow, waiting for WP appeal approval is unthinkable... 

It feels like riding on roller coaster.. Ups and downs...

Wow, waiting keeps building and developing stronger patience...

Focusing on hope and God holds the future.....

Wow, waiting somehow tests endurance...

Can I keep pushing on until the end? 

Wow.... God, You knows everything right??... 

I am not doubting You, but at times I feel slight disappointment.. 

But, wow... I think I can learn more on the lesson of waiting.. 

Dear dear, jiayou..

Keep waiting.. Keep praying...

Love you so much...

I thought

Today is 16th October 2020

I thought I would receive Whatsapp message..

I thought I can share good news to my dear dear..

I thought today it could be a bright day..

I thought I can rejoice with my family members..

I thought....

Reality...my thought always my thought...

Yeah, kinda disappointed...

Kinda sad...

But, my heart will continue to praise God... for who You are...

Dear dear, do not lose hope ya...

Jiayou..

I love you...

I hope

Today is 15th October 2020. My 2nd appeal decision will be revealed tomorrow. 

I hope it is an outcome that we longed for...

I hope I can be quarantine in Singapore soon... 

I hope I can begin my job soon..

I hope I can hug you soon...

I hope I can kiss you soon..

I hope I can hold your hands soon...

I hope I can massage your body soon...

I hope I can prepare warm water for you soon...

I hope I can help you to do some laundry soon..

I hope I can be a help to clean dishes soon..

I hope.....

I pray...

I cried out to God... 

Lord, have mercy on me... 

Dear dear, jiayou...

Don't even lose any hope if outcome is not favorable... 

Love you so much... 

Prayer

When I miss you, I pray..

I miss you all the time...

When I feel stressed, I pray...

When I feel lonely, I pray...

When I think too much, I pray...

Prayer keeps me focused..

Prayer keeps me strength..

Prayer gives me hope...

Dear dear, keep praying..

Love you...

Future

God holds our future,

God knows our future,

God decides our future,

God plans our future,

God directs our future,

God executes our future, 

God implements our future,

Dear dear,

I know it is a struggle for us...

To wait and to be disappointed by the MOM's work permit decision..

I am dismayed too... frustrated... almost wanted to give up..

Yet, God is in control... this is what I proclaimed in daily basis...

To keep me pushing on...

To regained hope...

Dear dear, jiayou..

I love you...